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Rant.

One month ago - 5 views
Rant.
Oh, my gosh I'm so freakin frustrated. So I've like this one guy for like 2 years and always thought he liked me back. Then I find out he likes my friend, and that she secretly liked him. Gosh, and I'm like his ratio ship coach and he likes he sooooo much and I'm giving him advice. To make it worse he has no idea that I like him. None at all. Every other text he tells me what a great friend I am. I can't take this. He doesn't even know. To make it worse I could never tell him now because then he'd think I'm trying to sabotage him and my friend. Gah, it's so hard. I love my friend and I've liked this guy since I met him and he doesn't even know I exist.
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01.

One month ago - 17 views
01.

Never kick a dog while it's still a pup

Three months ago - 117 views
Never kick a dog while it's still a pup
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a drop of bland color

5 months ago - 56 views
a drop of bland color
This thing sucks....
Decided to give the collage set a try.
Obviously not as good as most peoples, but nts for a first shot.
*Suggestions and critique please.
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ootd

5 months ago - 175 views
ootd
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Headed to Charlotte for the day! Spending Christmas Eve eve with my Dads family and bringing my grandmother back to spend Christmas with us. I love the holidays. The food, the everything, did I mention food? I'm going to be 1000 lbs.
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Chp One

5 months ago - 144 views
Chp One
Okay I'm still experimenting with the cover and finding character pictures. Any tips and critique are welcome of course!
 
Ch. 1
 
Alec's POV:
 
Okay so there's this girl. Finally one person in the whole place that doesn't reek with crazy. Just wanting to get to know her better and have a normal conversation. She's cute enough too. Hmmmm.... I wonder why she's in here.
"Hey, uh, you looked kind of bored and lonely over here. Care for some company?"
"I'd rather talk to the voices. Thank-you," she retorted coldly. I could feel my jaw hang open. :"It was a joke. I'm not that particular brand of nuts," she said in a half-joking manner. "Oh? Punny are we?" I laughed. She looked at me taking me in. "Going back to your first question, yes, you may join me. Only if you keep the arrogance to a minimum," she said.
 
Pulling a chair over I sat next to her giving her a joking glare. "Everything isn't funny you know?" she spat. "I just wanted to know if you wanted company, d--n," I muttered. "You thin you're fantastic and everyone here is beneath you. A sif you know their stories. You see me as a pretty girl who might talk to you and maybe if you play your cards right sleep with you when we get out, right? Why else would you speak to me?" She got up and stormed out.
 
What could I say she was kind of a mind reader. I wasn't thinking about sleeping with her, but maybe a make-out session or two. Nothing too serious. What was this chicks deal? Man, I could use a smoke now. What I would give for just one blunt. Just one. Not even enough to get high. Just enough so this chick could see the real me. Maybe she smokes. Holy mother of God. She's be perfect. Maybe, just maybe I can win her over. Just play the good boy during circle time card. Whatever.
 
Candace's POV:
As if I would talk to him. Why is it that every boy only comes up to me for the same reason? I'm smart and I can sing too, but no-one ever bothers to find that out. I'm never good enough to stick around with anyone. They use me then leave me out to die. Great it's circle time. Here we go...
 
Alec's POV:
I grabbed a seat right across from her. I needed to know this chick's story. If she was like me, she'd be perfect. "Okay, who would like to go first?" the nurse asked. Everyone glanced at each other nervously/ In my circle, everyone struggled with depression or drugs or some other mildly thing. Nothing like schizophrenia or anything. They could probably have a circle meeting all by themselves. I smiled a little thinking of that. Of course I received the death glare from the queen of all creation across the room. This was gonna be hard. "Would anyone like to ask another person a question?" Nurse Whatshername asked again. "Yeah, I have a question," I started. "You there, why are you here exactly?" I asked pointing to the girl I'd been talking to. "First, my name is Candace. Secondly, I'm being treated for depression," she said coolly. "Oh? Do you know what caused your depression? I asked actually interested.Candace sighed, "When you get raped by your own father after school for a few weeks, we'll see how you feel." I gaped again. "Oh, I had no idea..." my voice trailed. "And you?" she asked. "I'm dealing with a little drug issue. Nothing major, just ODed once. scared my godparents," my response came slowly, trying to be careful. "Well you two seem to be working well together. Would you like to go to another room to talk? The rest of the group seems to be having some trouble opening up." the nurse said calmly. "Stan, take them to their own room," she asked the guard. I looked at Candace to see if she was comfortable with this. She gave me the same look and nodded. I smiled. For once this crazy house was starting to make sense.
 

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Hope you enjoyed. Critique is appreciated!
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New Story?

6 months ago - 192 views
New Story?
Okay so I'm thinking of writing a story. It won't be a great work of literature obviously, but it won't be a poorly written, cliche love story either. Pardon the icon, it should be temporary. I'll give a character description and do a little introduction.
 
Alec:
Alec is a pretty complex character. He doesn't do well in school because of diagnosis dyslexia and gets angry when asked to read. He's a very privileged child. He;s been given pretty much anything he's ever wanted from his god-parents. His parents disappear and are never heard from again. Alec doesn't have a concept of right or wrong. He does as he pleases because his god-parents have been too caught up in their own children to pay much attention to him. Alec finds himself addicted to pills and he smokes on the side.(no, not cigarettes if the picture didn't get the point across) Soon he is sent off to a mental hospital to help stop is drug abuse.
 
Candace:
 
Candice has lived in a small shack with her two brothers for years. As a young girl her father sexually abused her and her mother. One day her mother called social services and her father killed her immediately. Candice snatched her two 5 year old brothers up and ran into the woods and found this tiny house. In order to feed the boys Candace would steal food until she was 13. Then she became a prostitute. Once her brothers turned 14 social services came and found them taking them away. Candace was 18 so she couldn't have been adopted. She fell into depression and after trying to kill herself by throwing herself in front of a car, she was sent off as well. Here she doesn't want to get better. She wants to stay locked away from the world. She has no one. Just her horrid memories that will haunt her forever.
 
Intro:
Alec point of view:
We all got free time to sit and chat with each other. God what I would do for a smoke. All the crazy people stress me out. I ca't even have an i-pod. Just sitting here listening to insanity all day long. I don't see the problem. So I smoke, so pills help me relax? I'm not crazy like these people. For the love of God get me out of here.
 
Candace's POV:
As she looks at Alec all she wants to do is scream. Look at him over there all high and mighty. If he even knew what it was like in the real world. Grow up. Your life was friggin perfect and you screwed it all up. Al you are is a spoiled, little. white boy who has not ever done any wrong. Great he's headed this way. Control yourself Candace.
 
Candace's part kinda sucked; but Alec is the main character. You'll be able to see Candace's thoughts during the story
 
So what do you think?
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@harrysbabe09
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Merry Chanikwanzica Day.

6 months ago - 127 views
Merry Chanikwanzica Day.
Might as well not be biased.
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OOTD

6 months ago - 116 views
OOTD
No exams so I'm sitting at home on polyvore and just relaxing. I'm free until January fourth!

legitimacy and balance of power

6 months ago - 113 views
legitimacy and balance of power
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